
I draw upon the sword deeply etched in my heart. That sword of betrayal, loss and superficiality. Unknowingly, we had bad farewell to the era of innocence and stumbled into one of blood and betrayal.
Yea, loyalty is earned by shedding blood.
I hate to admit that the world revovles around this philosophy. Everyone just got stuck into this whirlpool and loony cycle of absurdity and wild savageness, blinded by fame and that make-believe sense of belonging and identity.
It's an uncomfortable ride but no one wishes to be the first to get off. No one wants to seem like a weakling, a coward, a misfit.
But few knows the blatant truth that it is those that chose to stay that are real morons and cowards. And the pathetic thing is that even when the truth is practically shouting in their faces, they chose to overlook and ignore it, even treating it with disdain and scorn.
They chose this never-ending path of regret and this choice would just be one of many regrets.
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Life's all about politics. What's with all the internal conflicts and bitching and bashing of other people? If everyone regards one another with a cold eye and with hearts full of sceptism, where's friendship, for crying out loud?
Even friendships seem to be like business deals. Only when a form of benefit is gained through the friendship would one befriend another. and when there's nothing for her to suck out from, you get issued a red card. when the song "oops, i did it again." was sung, i was struck by the poignancy and irony of the whole song. Yes, it may be talking about love, but if lovers cheat, why can't friends? Afterall, they stem from the same family and share the fundamental basis of care and 'genuine affections' for one another, just that they are at different levels and expressed differently, that's all.
True, We are not that innocent. I'm appalled and disgusted and ashamed to be even witnessing all these nonsense.
let your heart out.