
还记得你那时候,总喜欢倚在我脚边,听着我念童话故事。有一次,你猛然抬起头来,天真的问道:“我会找到我的白马王子吗?”我一言不发,只是微笑的点了点头。你幸福的继续哼着歌,又问道:“那如果找不到呢?”我把你柔嫩的脸蛋捧在手心里,心疼得说:“那就我来当你的白马王子吧!”
你忘了吗?
我们的约定就只是如此罢了吗?
打从你头也不会地离我而去,去创造一个没有我的未来,去开垦一片不属于我的天地,我已发现,那个曾经与我立下山盟海誓的人已经消失了。
我无奈, 我懊悔 却也只能这样而已。
放手吧。让你毫无包袱的去外头闯吧。不要回首过去。我们之间还谈什么含泪而别呢?
可不要忘记,不论你走到何处,哪怕是天涯海角,在不远的地方,总会有人支持着你,无怨无悔的当你的避风港。
let your heart out.

Karen Tan cheated me of my feelings. ><>
Signed up for chem and hcl RA but i highly doubt my choice and now we have people trying to study for RAs on friday. i'm not going to bother.
Today the talk on yme is supersupersuperduper hilarious and interesting. i wanted to join but u have to sing and make an album of your own and to be honest, i'm only interested in the song writing and composition part so yeaa.........anw, hope emeline has a good and fun time at yme if she is still joining it..
ACP update: cherie abandoned me for m'sia and now i am stranded and have to choreo the dance A-B-M. This sucks. (have fuunn, cherie)
I really have nothing constructive to say. My mind has entered a sate of blankness. hope it's just temporary.
let your heart out.

Netball carnival today was actually a blast. I was actually surprised that I had a lot of fun and enjoyed myself tremendously, what with the scorching heat and blazing sun and i am sure emeline would agree with me :D
And surprise surprise! We actually got first for the cheering competition which was superb considering the fact that we came up with the cheers last night and informed the others and came up with the movement this morning, minutes before the cheering started. We rox. It is actually very nice okay, just that we had trouble convincing ourselves otherwise. We were just hoping we wouldn't get scolded. :D
Miracles do happen when u don't get overwhelmed by pressure or anything and just have fun and i'm not just talking about our cheering.
And later in class, Minyan showed me this magic trick with coins which seemed quite fascinating at first glance but at second glance, i could literally see the coin fly from one hand to another. After that, not that fascinating anymore. Well, ignorance IS bliss and right now i'm still trying to erase that flying coin revelation from my mind.
Tmrw's preparations for ACP. I shall go and listen to those songs that Cherie recommended for the dance but i swear i can't come up with steps for rainforest dance/tribal dance/hip hop tribal or whatever u wish to name it. but i shall still be a good little girl and listen to them and i must remember to bring whatever green stuff I have to schl tmrw to make LEAVES for our class decor.
"We need leaves. lots and lots of leaves." ~~ Suyun.
Oh. get well soon Cheryl goh. u shld have come today and flash the judges ur winning smile. too bad.
let your heart out.

My shoulders and inner thigh muscles ache. I would leave them alone if not for the fact that I am now walking super slowly, near hobbling. Walking too fast would send these electrifying acute jerks down my thighs and i can assure you it is not a nice feeling.
Sigh.i swear i didn't do anything.
Went for RA seminar. my main aim was to escape from the boredom of talks but i found myself walking from one dimension of hell to another. ohwell. at least the projects on display were quite interesting but it did not help that my legs just hurt too much to allow me to enjoy thoroughly.
And there's the pandemonium that broke out after realizing doobie was sick and we had to submit smp by today + the school printer broke down so we couldn't help her print. Talk about disasters. i'm sure our panic levels soared like crazy. but thanks to ms wani who kindly printed it for us, we were able to make it before the deadline! Phew....
Now is the time of the year where many important decisions are made but right now, I don't really want to think about it cos i know i will end up confusing my directions and blurring my focus. so, why waste energy and kill brain cells for it. When the time comes for me to make them, I will know what to do. **crossing fingers**
my heart is bleeding....but i'm closing my eyes and letting the warm blood flow. at least it proves that i still have feelings.
let your heart out.
"You better slow down/don't dance so fast/Time is short/The music won't last......... Life is not a race/Do take it slower/ Hear the music/ before the song is over." How slow can we really go? Rushing through life seems to be the only option. I can't really help but look back and see whether I've left footsteps behind. I don't mind if I don't ; at least i made an effort to do so. And right now, I don't feel like slowing down my pace of life. Sometimes, even a fast-paced life can have its own beauty.
let your heart out.