
Humiliation vs pain. Who can draw the line between them? To undergo tremendous humiliation would be torturous to the soul and the mind and wouldn't this inflict pain??
I wonder.
Poised on the dentist chair just now, i entertained myself with thoughts on this. would i prefer humiliation or pain??
I chose pain.
I have no idea whether this was a cowardly choice. To evade tortures of the mind seem quite despicable and weak. Not many can be strong enough to stand up to it.
Of course, this is all hypothetical. I seem to have broken free from writing like what i used to write before. Not that i had totally abandoned all hopes of resuming my former self; i just seem to snap out of my reveries sometimes and sink back in before someone says abc
A ~~~~~~ B ~~~~~ C
let your heart out.